meager man legends

quick q: is anyone a doctor? i need one pls

next: this is a psa that the following things are not allowed into the venue when my shows are playing:
1. your dad. (polite but tends to get lost and sleepy)
2.your pets (because i cannot pet them alll
3: Lists of villages in Norway
5. your dad (he wasnt' listening)
6. /
7. ai glasses (you will be thrown out and subsequently clowned on)

also, i have been receiving complaints about venues i played at not letting people bring their own bottles and stuff. i get why it's annoying bc i want people to hydrate at my shows but i legit can't do anything about that. it's for my safety as well as the safety of other fans. i'm trying really hard to make it so that people can at least bring their own sealed wated botter. i'm not taylor swift, i don't want any fans to get injured OR DIE at one of my shows*

thanks for listening. anyway, my health condition has NOT improved so that's why i'm so quiet! sorry!!!!!

*putting a hex on someone and dying of heat exhaustion are not the same thing

also surprise(?) i'm in the new rhythm heaven! (not a surprise to a lot of people but oh well)

a little fun fact about me: i sometimes message random fans who i notice foam at the mouth over my music, and generally are supportive of my creative endevours, and ask if they want to listen to something i'm working on that basically no one except me and my husband have heard. this is always met with much enthusiasm, and 9 times out of 10 people just reply with "HOLY SHIT MOM WHAT A BOP!" or the :evedance: emote spammed 50 times. this means a lot to me, but it's also a chance for those people who i know love what i do to tell me if there is something they think i should change. most people flat out tell me no. they're just happy to listen to something new.

yesterday, i sent a complete stranger my new and, as of right now, untitled citypop-inspired song. i asked them what they thought about the melody, the lyrics, anything they notice that they like. this person tells me that "this song is definitely about someone they knew" and "the chorus is insanely catchy." to me, that means they understood what i was trying to convey. at the very least, think it's objectively a "good" or at least "decent" song.

shortly after i thanked them for their time and input, they tell me that they believed that "i was wasting my talents on video game music." i thought that was super interesting as they were very obviously a fan of my video game music. but also, that's not the first time i've been told that. i asked them why they said that, but i haven't received a response.

no one seems to answer me when i ask that. i wonder why that is?

since i'm still "on leave" recovering from surgical nonsense, i've been working hard on my crap site. most of it went into the music page, which was the point of having the site up, but tbh this is a thing i've been wanting to do for a long time. still very much a work in progress but the idea is that i can rely less on social media (which i dislike) and can post whatever i want, as well as any important information that i didn't put on the front page. please be patient with me because i am not feeling well these days while dealing with life.